Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 7:54 AM
I CAN'T GO TO COSFEST.
DAMN.
As in, both illegally and legally.
This pissed me off so much.
BECAUSE.
My mother is so freakingly paranoid and she's ABSOLUTELY convinced that I'm DEFINITELY going to secretly attend Cosfest if she lets me out of the house for any reason whatsoever.
As a result, I can't even LEAVE THE HOUSE for 5 minutes for the entire weekend.
Even if I have super important work to do, or even if the house is BURNING DOWN.
WTF.

And the thing that pisses me off the second most is how deadly accurate she is.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Clearly, my parents are completely IGNORANT.
To the extent of being horrendously DUMB.
They don't understand the SIGNIFICANCE OF COSFEST?!
And the fact that it's a once in a lifetime event doesn't even register in their brains?!
Once a year, I know, but every Cosfest is different, so it's still a once in a lifetime event.
Urgh, they're so ignorant it should be a crime.
Can someone please lock them up and throw away the key?
They UTTERLY fail as parents.
They can't even recognise how much this means to their only daughter.
And, it's her MOTIVATION TO STUDY.
They know this, and yet they refuse to let me go?!
They're like, "Motivation? What motivation? Your motivation should be for your future! blahblahyaddayadda whee."
Hellooooooo? DO they REALLY not know their own DAUGHTER well enough to know that these kinda talks about working for your future don't motivate me even a slightest micrometre?
Things that motivate me: MY FANDOM.
When you have parents that don't understand you at ALL, yet believes, "Oh, I know my daughter SOOO well! I'm 100% certain I'm the only parent in the entire world who COMPLETELY understands my child!"...
You really want to just either kill them in their sleep or jump off the highest cliff available.
I vote the former.

So, yes, I can't go to Cosfest.
Sorry, guys.
If anyone gets me something from Cosfest, I shall be eternally indebted to you. T_T
I'm serious.
I'll willingly be your slave, FOC.
T_T

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 6:00 AM
I got forced by Fish and Pearl to do this! D:
Well... Here goes.
At least it helps to advertise what songs I listen to? O__o;

RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends I REFUSE! D:
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
No Control - Irie Shouichi (C.V: Toyonaga Toshiyuki)
I HAVE NO CONTROL ON WHETHER THINGS ARE OKAY OR NOT. 8D

The fact that I believe in my dreams and that my dreams will be granted
There is no reason for this thought process
And even so, people have dreams. What mysterious beings we are. And so, I also…


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
NIGHT FLIGHT - Perfume
MUST BE AN ANIME GUY-- *gets shot*
O_O O-Okay, this makes no sense.
...
Oh wait, it does. Just a little.

You are so pretty
seen from a different angle than the usual
I pull my face closer to you
and we take off on a night flight
I won't lose to that girl
Our love doesn't use parachutes
it's exciting and sweet


Or maybe it still doesn't.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Around The World - Move
LET'S! TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD! ANYWHERE IS BETTER THAN SCHOOL! 8DDDDDD

Let's warp past those boring parts, go straight through reason and live

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Pub and GO! - England (C.V: Noriaki Sugumiya)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
THIS SONG IS EPIC.
It's a song about England going to a pub and getting horrendously drunk, whaddya expect? XD
TO GET DRUNK~~~ XDD HUZZAH! XDDDD
Or better...
Fish and Chips~~~!
To become Fish and Chips! 8D
Yes, it IS an actual line in the song.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Meltdown - Kagamine Rin
I'm really not getting any songs that make sense.
Cuz, despite the innocent title, the song is about killing people and committing suicide. O_O
Not on the top 100 things I would like to do in life.

But I want to melt the school down if I can.
Now THAT could be a motto.
Although it doesn't actually count as a MOTTO.

In the scattering twilight
The sun is red, like teary eyes
Bit by bit, as if dissolving
Little by little this world is dying


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dive to World - Cherryblossom
I see no relation whatsoever. O____o;

Your face looks awkward and you walk with an uneasiness that is even more than usual
That child-like face replays again and again


I'm... honored...?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Joint - Mami Kawada
CURRENTLY EXTREMEMLY PISSED WITH THEM *shotgunned*
They're... jointed? O____O

You have the resolution,
To shoulder all those burdens on that imposing back of yours


True... I guess.
Except my mother tends to return home after work all beaten up and expects me to know what to do with her bullying colleages. =___=

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Return to zero #6: can't forget - Kagamine Len
About stuff I can't possibly forget about. XDD
AnimeMangaGaming. 8DDDD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Brave Song (Girls Dead Monster Version) - Yui (C.V: LiSA)
All my friends are my best friends, so I don't exactly have a best-best friend, but O_O.
Person who can count number of friends off fingers.
'Nyways!

Someday, people will be alone and only live on within memories
Even so, that's okay; I call my peaceful feelings 'friends'


You guys are awesome! \(>w<)/ Love ya guys!

New song, btw, from the newly-released album, Keep the Beats!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Celestial Symphony - Hatsune Miku
MUKURO-SAMA DAISUKI-- *gets rocketlauncher-ed* THAT'S NOT THE POINT, IDIOT!
HIS VOICE. IS LIKE A CELESTIAL SYMPHONY TO MY EARS. 8D Or more than that!
Believe me, I really scream everytime I hear his voice. XD

No translations for this one.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Butterfly - ON/OFF

The song I hum
Is always a tune with ambiguous lyrics
Even if I stumble, I won't stop
I do know my own heartbeats


Am I allowed to say that the ENTIRE song is? :D

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
CHANCE! - UVERworld
Leave that all up to chance! >D
That's the only way to go!

Don't give up
Keep chasing it
Grasp the many miracles here
The melodies and the fragments of words
I don't want to regret a thing
Until I find the answer
I don't want to look back


O_O I never actually realized how inspiring this song was until now.
Even though it's my favourite UVERworld song and I've been singing it madly for a long time now.
That's it, it's going onto my table at school to motivate me.
NO, I DON'T VANDALIZE TABLES. I PRINT OUT STUFF THEN SLIP IT UNDER THE PLASTIC COVER.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rush - UVERworld
I SCREAM RABIDLY-- *gets sledgehammered* I TOLD YOU, THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT!
I'm not seeing any connection...
...Aha.
All the blood rushes to my head, I fangirl, scream, then faint.
HA!

When the distant wind connects to the future
It's a color that can't be put into words
Time won't move if you say
"I don't want to anymore" or "I can't see anything"


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Kufufu no Fu~ Boku no Keiyaku - Rokudo Mukuro-sama (C.V: Toshinobu Iida)
KUFUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
HOMG
HOMGZOMG
THIS IS EPIC BEYOND BELIEF. XDDDD
THEY THINK I'M LIKELY TO SUDDENLY START DOING THE SAMBA. XDDDDDDDDDDDD
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm laughing so hard. XD
Hey, anything's possible with a person like me around. XDDD

I'm not gonna put any translations here or I'll never finish this post. XD
Claire will be too busy laughing herself to stitches.
Seriously.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Burning Prayer - Lal Mirch (C.V: Masami Suzuki)
Well, people'll be burning stuff to pray, all right! XDD

The moon running in the never-sleeping night, this scar aching the cycling journey
Illusion of sadness is like burning, sighing, I forgot to go forward
Parting things is not an [end], in that moment the future shaking


It fits a little, I guess! XD

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Horizon - Hibari Kyouya (C.V: Takashi Kondo)
Why am I getting so many KHR songs in a row? O_O
STARING AT HORIZONS~~!
And blinding myself by looking at the sun? O___o;

The sky I see from rooftop, piling up the pure blue
The heart that embraced solitude
It is similar like floating
In the quiet blue, in the infinite side


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Dancing Samurai - Kamui Gakupo
HAHAHAHAHA
DANCE, PEOPLES, DANCE! XDD

Dancing in your life
Even at the final moment
If there’s music, that is HAPPINESS


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Sumimasen, Gomenasai - Japan (C.V: Hiroki Takahashi)
Uhm, I crash into someone and have to apologise? O________o;

If it's miniaturization, bring it on.
We have many variation in colors.
If it's in the 2nd dimension, your body won't get soiled
Though your heart would get a little soiled.
”Colors of flowers are vivid and beautiful but will eventually fall apart”
The country where the sun rises, Zipangu


The randomness is MEANT to be there. XDDDDDDD
So far, every single Hetalia song has been created to mock the countries they represent themselves. XDDDDDDDD

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
23:50 - Girls Dead Monster: Yui (C.V:LiSA)
Another song from the new album!
This song is awesome~!

Well, I may not know HOW I will die, but I DO have a timing!
11.50 PM, apparently. XD
... Ho shit. (Current time: 11.46 PM)
This is an omen that my mother will murder me if I don't finish up and turn the computer off quickly.
THEN you'll know how I die.
Mauled to death by a scary mother. Awesome way to die.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Regret Message - Kagamine Rin
I regret ever having sent a regret message? O_O;

Drifting away, a little wish
Tears and a slight regret
Realizing sin is always
After everything is over



QUIZ END! FINALLY!!!
Okay off I go now before I REALLY fulfill my method off death.
Eek.

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Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
CLAIRE GOT UNBANNED FROM THE COMPUTER!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BANZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
In addition, Claire got...
Ungrounded
and
ALL GAME CONSOLES ARE FREE TO GO!!!
FINAL FANTASY XIII I MISSED YOUUUUU!!!!
I mean, what da heck.
I bought it with my own money and my bro got to play it more often than me since I got banned and all.
AND HE ACTUALLY PROGRESSED FURTHER THAN ME AND SPOILERED ME ALL THE WAY UP TIL THE PART WHERE LIGHTNING GETS HER EIDOLON, WTH.
And that Fang will eventually die 'cos she summons the equivilent of their apocalypse.
I have yet to murder my brother for that bit of info.
Anyways, in return for me buying FFXIII, he now owes me FFVersusXIII, ohohohoho.

However! Some stuff still stand, unfortunately.
Like the fact that I am still not allowed to buy manga.
Which seriously does not bother me in the least bit. I have too many mangas for my parents to keep track of what's new and what's not, and I get the feeling that they know I'm still gonna secretly buy some.
And that I can't go to Cosfest.
LEGALLY.
DAMN.
But I will go eventually, mark my words.
It's against my fangirl creed to miss an event as big as this.
Not to mention that I've been saving for it since MARCH!
And missing out on countless game sales!
I'm not letting my sacrifice go to waste.
I will sneak out if I have to!
And I probably WILL have to...
So the plan is to go there on the pretence that I'm going to Sunshine with a friend-who-is-so-poor-they-cannot-afford-to-buy-anything-at-Cosfest-and-so-thought-that-it-would-be-rather-pointless-to-go-there-and-cry-over-how-they-can't-buy-anything.
Yup.
The only problems with my plan would be that...
1. I can only go on Saturday. Going on both days would be suspicious.
2. I probably won't be able to stay all the way, only til near the end max.
3. Whatever I buy there, I'll need someone to bring home for me then pass it back to me on Monday. Going to SUNSHINE then returning with Cosfest stuff screams suspicious.
...I am SUCH a plotter. Meant both sacarstically and not.

Anyways, here to announce that I'm offically back from Perth, Australia!
Duh.
It was cool... Cool, not cold...
Except during the times we stayed out of the city.
FREEZING I TELL YA.
We got like, 4 degrees Celsius. Maybe colder.
I was like BRRR COLD COLD COLD -runs next to fireplace-.
To be honest, this trip wasn't much.
Wasn't much to see, spent half of the trip (literally) in the car, rained NONSTOP in the later half of the trip, and the food (minus the Fish and Chips. F&C were AWESOME! 8D) more or less sucked.
Could have been better.
But otherwise...
It was okay... I guess.
We didn't get to see any koalas or kangaroos though. T_T

And I missed 2 episodes of KHR, Durarara!! and Angel Beats! each T_T
-hurries off to download DRRR and Angel Beats while waiting for KHR to load-
Not to mention and entire WEEK of manga updates!
According to my bro, last chapter of FMA came out before we left.
He read it at the airport on his iPhone. DDDDDDDDDDDD<
At least I managed to read the KHR chapter that came out on 11 June.
At one of those free computers at the airport. XD
And spent the rest of the day emo-ing over Yamamoto.

Now, time to go catch up on whatever I've missed.

This week shall mark the last episode of both Durarara and Angel Beats...
-shudders in fear-
Then I'll only have KHR to watch every week!
NOOOOOS.
So, peoples who have yet to watch DRRR and are going to Cosfest...
You still have 2 weeks to finish the entire series!
GOGOGOOOOOO.

YOO HOO!
PEARL AND FISH!
WANNA MEET UP DURING THE WEEK? :DDDDDDD

ANGEL BEATS AND DURARARA.
WHY ARE YOU SO CLIMATIC.
AND WHY MUST YOU END THIS WEEK T_T

And homg, KHR manga.
Bastard who did that to Yamamoto -trying not to spoiler- needs to die, seriously.
Him and everyone affiliated with him.
And as if doing that wasn't bad enough, he's acting completely INNOCENT.
Can I just, kill him right now, please?
Before I explode and bash the comp.
Anime, haven't watched yet, watching now.

HOMG MUKURO-SAMA KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~
AND EVEN BETTER: 6996!!!!
MUKURO-SAMA MAD THAT DAEMON (makes sense? O_O) HAS BEEN BULLYING CHROME! 8D
IF THAT'S NOT 6996, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THIS IS.
HAPPY CLAIRE.

FUTURE ARC END!
The mini-clip at the end, SO CUTE.
MUKURO-SAMA~~~
How can people possibly like any other character when Mukuro-sama's the cutest of them all! XDDD

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