Omg
How do I describe my current emotion.
I was reading Katekyo
This page
http://www.onemanga.com/Katekyo_Hitman_Reborn/258/12/
When I saw Squalo-san
My heart felt like it was being squeezed
Damn super tightly
It's still feels like it's being squeezed
And I want to cry but can't cry
SQUALO-SAN CAN'T DIE
HE CAN'T DIE DAMMIT
I'm practically crying now
The only thing missing is the tears
Why can't I cry?
It's better to cry if it helps me to release the pain in my heart
But instead now I'm stuck with having this gigantic hole in it
SQUALO-SAN
DON'T DIE!
DON'T DIE
DON'T DIE
DON'T DIE
DON'T DIE
DON'T DIE
Now I know how it feels like to have your heart totally and completely crushed.
All you people reading this right now
And probably even Squalo-san's most rabid fangirls
Are thinking WTF this is so dumb how can you possibly like someone who doesn't actually exist THAT much
Ok fine go ahead and think I'm weird
I can't hear you
All I know is that I DO feel something and I'm gonna stay true and say what my heart says
Even if it means I'm going to be ridiculed for the rest of my life for it.

Emo post much?









Just cry if it helps you to feel better.
No one's going to hate you for it.
It's not that much of a sin, isn't it?
But I can't.
Cos the tears just won't come.